Consider what you need, she asked recently.
And so I wrote it down.
And shared it and visioned it up.
I considered making it more complicated, but space was the response that came from my heart and gut.
Room to breathe.
The option to rest if I want.
To create when I choose.
Or to get in the car and leave, so that I may stretch my legs at the shore.
And to walk until I am no longer sad, angry or exhausted.
To live unscheduled for a few moments or minutes or hours.
An opportunity to just be.
And I feel guilty for wanting more.
And I feel judged for wanting more.
And yet, I know it is what I need. So I ask.....
What happens when I claim what I need or want?
What happens when I say it out loud? To one person? Or to many?
What happens if I step into what I desire and it's even more amazing than I imagined?
For me there was a sign.
An opportunity for what I needed presented itself.
An invitation to receive the gift of space.
So what comes next?